As I have shared before, I believe in Paranormal, Angels and Psychics. I recently went to my psychic Denise, who is beyond wonderful. The very first time I went to see her was about 6 years ago. I had this pesky on/off relationship and for the life of me could not figure out why I kept taking him back. I check in with her annually unless I have a dilemma that I cannot remove myself from. Most times when I sit with her, I already know how it's going to turn out. I'm intuitive that way and know what I need to do/say but aren't ready to do so. And if I'm not ready to let it go or I think maybe it could have a different outcome, I will hold on. Even psychics make mistakes, your path can change daily. It's all in how you address or engage with others or even your own self, that discerns your course. And you may get sidetracked, but eventually you will resume the path you were meant to follow. Even if you don't want to. Those pesky angels and their agenda's honestly!
Yesterday was no exception in the 'thought so' department. Sometimes you cannot go and hear her if you are not ready to take what she says and follow through. The reason I prefer Denise over others I have been to over the years, oh yes, I said years people. Debra and I go to psychics like most go to therapists, fact. Except I'm not the crazy sister that needs to go every couple of months, OK fine, I did this past year but that's not my normal pattern, thank you! :).. Anyway, where was I? I get distracted so easily...SQUIRREL! Oh right, Denise always takes any anxiety or stomach bunch feeling I have and quiets it. Every single time I have gone in and was worried about the outcome, by the end of the session I feel so at peace and so centered that I can take on anything and anyone. Such is the case from my last visit. The things she gave me information on, I didn't really want to hear it, I sensed some of it, but you know when you meet people and have relationships, be it lovers, friends, family, all count as relationships, if you really trusted or liked that person(s) you want to believe they aren't lying to your face or maybe not treating you the way you thought they were. Denise brings a lot of credibility with her skills as well. For example she foretold my Dad's illness a year before it happened, she has been dead right on past relationships I have had and she had given me information that I thought possibly couldn't be accurate only to find out, hey guess what idiot, it was factual.
One thing my on/off ex did give me was closure. I know people scoff at that word, but when you are in love with someone or you really care about them, when it ends you need to know why. When I 'release' someone, (sounds so much better than dumped, no?) I give them the whole reason, not to hurt them but so I don't have to worry about them showing up at my door, calling from a blocked number or emailing me and/or seeing me out and confronting me. And because I do this with others, I sometimes, need it for myself. If i didn't care about the person than it's usually 'good riddance and F you too'. Said nicely of course, because my mother raised ladies, our Dad raised girls who could stand up for themselves and use expletives to make our point. My Mum raised us to be independent women, some would say too independent, but those are weak people and we don't need to discuss them.
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