Dear....

Dear Self,

Enough of this pity party you have invited yourself to. Get off the couch, get out of bed, get your arse to work and become one with the population again. Stop thinking of 'what if's' and do what you CAN do, and that's control your behavior. You cannot control anyone else's attitudes, or how they deal with others, you do you Boo.

So you did a few stupid things, who hasn't? But the real feat is learning from said mistakes and not repeating them like a frickin idiot. If you were your friend, you would have already beat the living hell out of yourself for the things you did because sane you knows how retarded it is. And if it's one thing we cannot stand, is stupidity in people we care about.

Now, tomorrow you are going to wake up and jump your chubby arse out of bed and greet the morning with a huge HELLO because you have lived another day with your sons, your Mum, and your fabulous friends. Why they haven't pile drived you to the floor or drowned you in the pool, is beyond me. Seriously! SNAP OUT OF IT!

Your loving normal self,

Alana